It's time to go back to work!

Well, it's about that time. I decided to get a job. I am going to work back at Pilgrim's Pride selling chicken again! This time it's in Nacogdoches instead of Lufkin which is nice. It's only 5 miles from my house. It's a really good job and my boss is so laid back and nice. He told me that he understands my situation as a new mom and didn't have any problems with me staying home when needed. That makes me feel good to know. I'm really struggling with putting Jaxson in daycare. I hate that I have to do that. It's so hard since I have been with him everyday of his life. It's killing me! I know that he will do fine and that this is a good time b/c of the time of year. The good thing is that it's 2 blocks from where I work so if I get the Jaxson blues, I can see him whenever I want. They say not to do that too much b/c it can make it harder on him when he gets attached to mommy. I like to think he already is! I will try not to, probably just the first 2 weeks until I get better with it. I can't imagine what it's like when our children spend the night at someone else's house for the first time, start driving, go on a date, and go to college! I know I'm getting way ahead of myself. I love taking care of that little guy. Now I know what all other mother's go through. My cousin Katy & sister-in-law told me how hard it was when they had to do it. They were right! So, please pray for us!